Men's Open Race Time Distribution |
As far as my own personal experience and performance, I allowed myself to get caught up in the "I can win this and bring home some money" mindset rather than the "I can try my best and have a good time and if I get money, that's awesome" mindset and because of that got pretty nervous before the race. As usual, when the gun went off, that disappeared and by 150 meters I was in 10th place. I wasn't concerned, however, because that's the way most open races go. I wasn't as pro-active in getting to the front as I should have been and lost contact with the leaders. By the half-mile mark I was in 6th and picked one person off before the three-quarters mark. Then I started my kick, hoping to catch the guy in fourth, guaranteeing myself the age group "win" (top three overall aren't counted for age-group purposes). I didn't catch him but ended up with the AG win and a $50 gift certificate anyways. Physically I don't think I can justifiably be anything but happy with the performance. Coming back with only five weeks of training and little quality, I ran a decent mile.
Mentally and emotionally (perhaps spiritually?) I am a little mixed up. I feel like I should be disappointed or upset or vowing to re-dedicate myself to training harder because I *only* ran 4:38. I am a bit disappointed that I didn't win money, but despite not running a particularly fast time and making a tactical mistake I feel kind of numb. I'm not mad, but I don't really have the "I don't care" mentality. Maybe I'll be able to un-mix my feelings and figure out what it all means.
Lessons learned:
- I still have some decent speed. 4:37.9 is a good time for 8:00am running around a stadium in the parking lot. This will be good for the 5k's and 10k's that I'm planning on doing.
- Racing on the roads in CT is not the same as racing on the roads in VT. The big dogs are just a little bit bigger and I can't just show up and win anymore. The rewards are bigger but so is the competition.
- I need to focus on personal improvement and letting the placing happen. I tend to forget that in addition to personal fitness, the place one gets in a race also has to do in large part with who else decides to show up. I think if I get into some longer races, I'll be able to be a little bit farther back and enjoy races more.
-Lane
Edit: Race coverage (in youtube form) here:
Edit: Race coverage (in youtube form) here:
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